leavers...

well quite a number of my friends are leaving me, if not already left...going overseas to persue their dream...at times i really don't want these people to leave and i hate myself to support them to leave...hahah at times i just wanna shout at them JUST STAY HERE AND DON'T LEAVE AT ALL! but then it's their life, their dream...and as a friend i don't think i should be so selfish. call me a weirdo or a psycho but i fear loosing friends. seriously i hate it when people i feel comfortable with walk away from my life, or me walking away from my friends' life. i'd hate myself for that. this post is for those who are leaving, or already left...

first of all, all time friend jw. hahah going to meet germs soon yea? i think next year if i'm not mistaken. hahah must really USE this fella cukup cukup when he is in germany...and i'll try my best to use him during the world cup in germany! don't forget your promise yea! you'll cover everything for me except the flight tickets in germany! :p

then hm, who is gonna leave soon...this 15th i think. i don't know how, i don't know why but she seem to be such a nice friend even though i haven't meet her before. i mean i haven't meet her since i know who she is, i saw her before when i dunno who she is...persuing her dreams in manchester...quite a journey for her i think. and i think she's better off in england than being here...lots of reasons for her to leave and it's a good thing that she has her chance to do what she wants...

el, who will be going off to india soon, very soon i think. haven't heard from her for quite a while already and i sure do hope to hear from her soon...the last i heard from her is she is in manipal, malacca...dunno what happened to her already...but at least i know she is doing medic :p

and these are those who have already left for somewhere else..

yz went to US, studying things she don't like...even though she is back home right now i still haven't meet her yet...maybe she's busy with her own agendas? anyway i think she'll be alright there...

el already in the US also...she's really someone i haven't meet before and i sure hope i'll have the chance to meet her...she always sound so friendly!! :(

the last time i met pm in icq, she is in japan, i wonder how is she doing now? studying arts there? well that's a nice place to start for her, since she likes japanese animes...still remember she is crazy bout final fantasy! and that was a long time ago...

that's all i can recall for now...and i've lost contact with a few friends, i dunno where they are or what are they doing now. i do hope things are fine for them. and one more thing, i'm hating myself for supporting them to persue their dream overseas. maybe the biggest thing in friendship is knowhing how to sacrifice my own happiness for my friends' hopes and dreams? i dunno that now, but i do hope they won't forget me all that fast!